by the beautiful Bev
see ya soon!!!
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Thanks for comin by :)
see ya soon!
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Posted by Vanessa (aka V'ness, Nessa, oldschool) at 2:22 AM 7 comments
I thought I had cried my last tear
and then I got another call today.
One of my brother in laws lost his sister today
45 years young
aneurysm
more heartbreak
more questions
more suffering
more tears
and just sadness.
I saw this afternoon a commercial for
Children's Fund of Canada
I know my brother in law's family
have always sponsored a child at Christmas time
combined with my feelings of helplessness.
Normally I would not even look
but off to the website I went.
The boys picked out gifts
a basketball (zack)
fruit trees (nick)
and I purchased an Art Kit for a family.
For me it was all I feel I can do.
This is my way to send a message & try to heal.
I don't feel better yet.
but the boys seemed pleased.
I guess time
man I feel sad.
I made a card for him & my sister
but I thought it was too private to post.
Thank you for your thoughts for my sister in law
and your prayers for my brother in law.
I know they need all the help they can get.
Thank you for visiting me
and your hugs
sorry I continue to be sad.
sorry if you don't wanna read about such stuff
sorry these things happen
sorry for so many things
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I am so sad to say
the baby that would have joined our family
was born last nite way too early.
I was so excited only to be crushed.
My sister in law must endure a sadness
I remember all too well & would not want for anyone.
But she is not alone in it
my boys are so brokenhearted
they wanted a baby cousin so bad
my inlaws
my husband
her partner
the entire family.
My heart is heavy with anger, questions & grief.
Sometimes things in life are just so wrong.
Posted by Vanessa (aka V'ness, Nessa, oldschool) at 8:28 AM 18 comments
I also wanna enter this in In A Sweet Pea Dream anything goes
thanks for comin to visit me
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Then we are also lucky enough to have the lovely Donna from Bearly Mine offering a




thanks for comin by my blog
hope you get your christmas on & make a card
can't wait to see it!
Posted by Vanessa (aka V'ness, Nessa, oldschool) at 2:22 AM 5 comments
You are lookin at one of the new Kenny K Krafty Girlz!!!
I am freakin out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I do not even know how to begin to express my excitement
I can barely believe it...I made the design team!!!
Congrads to all the other new & old girls too :)
looks like it is one awesome team!
You all know I LOVE Kenny K & can not begin to say enough about his artistry!!!
get over to the store & get yourself some of these amazing images...you won't be disappointed!!!
When you got an image or two or three :) join us in a challenge I can not wait to see all you make!
This week over at KKKG is monochromatic
my dt spot begins in January but I thought
why not still enter :)))
THANKS SO MUCH FOR COMING BY!


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LOL
this one sheet printed out gave me enough pyramage pieces for BOTH these cards!!!
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